Memoair Of Nha Andhari

Hello there...

While I was cleaning my room, I found my old diary. I opened it and there's one piece of my writing that I want to share it here..It's in Indonesian Languange..Here we go..
 

Setelah beberapa lama bersamamu aku akan mengerti perbedaan tipis antara menggandeng tangan dan membelenggu jiwa..Dan aku mengerti bahwa cinta bukan berarti bersandar dan teman bukan berarti aman.. Dan aku mulai mengerti bahwa ciuman bukanlah kontrak dan hadiah bukanlah janji..
Aku mulai menerima kekalahanku sambil mengangkat kepala dan membuka mata, dengan kelapangan dada seseorang dewasa, bukan kesedihan seorang anak, dan belajar membangun semua jalanku hari ini karena tanah hari esok sangat tidak pasti, sulit direncanakan.
Jadi tanamilah kebunmu dan hiasilah jiwamu, jangan menunggu orang lain membawakan bunga untukmu..Dan kau mengerti bahwa sesungguhnya kau bisa bertahan..
Bahwa kau sebenarnya kuat. Dan kau sebenarnya sangat berharga..

Wrote on July 3rd, 1999

The Nibble Theory

All kinds of human relationships is like sand in the grasp. If you are in the open palms, the sand will remain in place. But if you clench your hands tightly to keep it, sand it will gush through your fingers sidelines ..Perhaps there is some left in your hand, but most will fall. Relationship is like that. If maintained by loose, with respect and liberate others, the relationship will remain intact. But if held too tightly, too have, the love relationship that will be separated and lost .. 

Have a blissful life