Check In

Hello there, wow..what can I say, it's been a long time since the last time I updated my blog.

Being busy lately with work, hectic schedule, but will always have spare time for watching Gossip Girl and Ringer.

I'm a TV series freaks. Love to watch the drama in it.

I even start writing a story in fanfiction.net.

It's been 3 years I've became a loyal reader and this year, 2011, I try to write one.

A lot of things happen. Well after this Check In, I'll be more often update my blog.

Sometimes I feel jealous with people who can easily express themselves through writing.

I want to be one of them. So wish me luck okay.

A sneak peak of the new episode 502 "Beauty and The Feast" of Gossip Girl with Executive Producers Joshua Safran and Sara Goodman.

The Power of Good Deeds

Today, exactly this morning, I got message from my little sister that telling me she was almost being robbed. Well, today she has morning class at 7.30 am so she needs to depart earlier in order to avoid being late. As a good sister of course I took here to the easiest place to catch a bus. She got into the bus at 5.15 am. It takes only an hour until she touched down Terminal Senen where she would take Metro Mini in order to get to her campus (Jakarta State University a.k.a UNJ). On her way, in Metro Mini some group of buglar threated all the passenger with knife to give all money, gadget or everything they got that valuable.
Of course my sister feels panic, but it's like they didn't notice my sister's presence that my sister took a risk and jump out the Metro Mini and then ran as fast as she could to get escape. She takes a look behind her, there's also some passenger try to get away but get caught in the process. Thank god that there's another bus that pass by and help my sister by taking her into the bus.


All I can say that I really feel grateful that my sister is okay and by God's help she's okay. This incident reminds me the power of good deeds. Once, wiseman said that :


If you want to see your PAST look what happen to you TODAY, and If you want to see your FUTURE remember what you have done TODAY..


What comes around goes around, every good deeds that we're doing whether in the past or present will come back to us sooner or later. Believe that God always know thing that not just good for us but what best for us. Keep doing all the positive acts and good deeds anytime..anywhere...


have a blissful day

Promo Gossip Girl 502 "Beauty and The Feast"

Oh my goodness, they brought this season into new level of fun and excitement..Love it and looks whose back with some action in it..

Gossip Girl Season 5 is coming..!!!

Well, I really excited that Gossip Girl TV Series Season 5 is coming in near time. Can't wait to see where the drama will bring us. Here's the video from the Producer - Josh Safran about the upcoming Season 5 Premiere - 501 - Yes Then Zero. Enjoy the video..

Twilight Saga-Breaking Dawn is coming..!!

OMG, can believe that Breaking Dawn will air soon, can't wait to watch it at movies. Won't miss it..

NOVEMBER 18th 2011

L.O.V.E

L.O.V.E, Love is a universal entity that takes big part in our life beside others. Love appears in every single aspect of our life in many outward appearances. Love appears as a passion in our ambition, as a caring in friendship, as a forgiving in hateness,as a strength in weakness, etc. Love is such an honourable entity which should be taken with open-arm, open-mind and open-heart because you will never know what love is until you have experience it. Be truthful to your own feeling, no matter how hard it is. An honest heart with full of love will lead us to a truthful happiness. You will learn to see everything in different way.
Love is something to be expressed, not to be hide, because we never going to be a LOSER for loving someone, but we will always LOSE If we never reveal it. Never be afraid to love or to be loved, because love is a present that we give for our self. Love is such a magnetism attraction that you can't never resist. You can try to resist it or even try to hide it, but believe it or not, you can't fight it. It's going to get your heart no matter what you do to encounter it. Love is such a magical feeling inside. Welcome it in your heart with open- arm, open -heart and open-mind, and let faith lead your way, because who know this love is meant for you. Even it is not, take it as a part of your destiny that will lead you to your truthful one that meant for you.

I'm not trying to saying that there will be no pain, obstacles or problem in deal with love. But love will teach us how to overcome failure, heartbroken, sadness, sorrow and pain that we experience in life. You will enjoy it as a lesson in life, and you will never feel sorry about it, sooner or later, because it's enrich you inside.
Love is simple and pure, but loving someone is complicated. If you love someone, let him/her free to explore every side in him/her wether it's dark or bright. If you hold him/her tightly, sooner or later he/she will burst out of your life, like sand in your grasp. The same goes for our self. If he/she still on your side, no matter what happen or still back to you no matter how far he/she explores himself/herself, they'll remain yours, if not then someone new is waiting for  you ahead.Once wise man say " If two people are meant to be together, eventually they will find their way back. "
If you love someone, it doesn't mean that you always involve in all his/her life aspect, just be a good supporter and listener, because love is not a bandage to stick and cover but a cure to heal wounds and cheers that bring joy.
So never afraid TO LOVE and TO BE LOVED. Dare to experience many outward appearance of love in your life.

have a blissful day

Feel

When I explore the essence of existence,
I feel a close relationship with all living things,
Because he who inspires me and gives identity,
Behind this, there is unity of the beautiful findings,
That if an angel had wings so I feel the same way,

And if the essence of flowers scattered light breeze blowing, I feel the same way
And if the brightly lit night sky, then I feel the same way
And if the veil of silence to reveal secrets through the wonderful dew points, so I therefore

For every beautiful thing stating summary
Where I would become a part of
Move with a soft heart through the veil of this secret
Because if love leave his mark, I feel the same way

have a blissful day

Art of "Losing"

An old man going up the bus. At the moment he set foot into the ladder, one of his shoes came off and fell into the street. Then the door began to close and bus begins to move, so that he could not pick up his shoes which had fallen earlier. Then, the next thing happen, the old man had calmly took off his shoes and threw it out the window.
A young man who sat in the bus saw the incident, and asked the old man:

"Sir, I notice what you do sir. Why would you throw your only left shoe too?"

The old man replied:

"To let anyone who find my shoes can use it."

Do not defend something just because you want to have it. We lost a lot of things throughout our lifetime. "Losing" initially seems like an unfair and troubling, but it happen to bring out positive changes in our life.
We're not just losing a bad things , sometimes we also lose a good things too. This must be interpreted so that we can become emotionally and spiritually mature, the exchange between losing something and get something must happen in life. Losing that happen in life that is bitter for us, going to bring something beautiful and better in future.
Insisted on maintaining the remnants of things that have been lost will not make us or the world for the better, but give sincerely pieces are left to ourselves to others in order to use it as a whole will bring happiness intact for others and ourselves, happiness that never imagined by us before .. 

have a blissful day

Today's Prayer

Dear Allah, I wish I'm happy with people I will meet today,
Dear Allah, I also wish that they also happy with my existence,

Dear Allah, I'm sorry if I'm fragile and love to grumble and complain, but starting from now, I will  be grateful for all countless kindness, gift and love that you give me in my entire life..

I can still breath easily until now and can walk straight..
Dear Allah, please take a good care, love, have a mercy and protect all my family, my friends & relatives and also all the people who read this post in their whole entire life...

have a blissful day

Is It C.H.I.L.D.I.S.H.???

Dear blog, how it sound??
Is it sound likes teenager who busy outpouring her feeling into diary.. haha. Well, FYI that's what make me still forever young..right?? (please nod faster )

Lately I fond of playing games..yes games..I become addict..
Don't know exactly when it started but suddenly it becomes one of my daily activity, at office on office hour, everytime I finish doing my job then I spend my time to play games, and even on lunch hour..woohoo

I really don't understand..why this new hobby crush into me?? Do i feel lonely or it's my childish part's expression?? Some of my collegue even say to me : "wow, mbak kamu ini memang kaki games..tiap hari pasti sempat aja main games.." and even more shocking : "mbak..mbak, jiwa childish mu kuat sekali.."
Is it childish to enjoy some games in our daily activity??
Is it enough for someone to be called childish just because she or he fond of games??

Well, I admitt that I'm not that mature of wise enough, but everyone must have that "childish" part inside, and it something normal or far-minded aite??
Well whatever it is, this "games fever" will pass away soon..or maybe hold still forever?? haha I don't know about it for sure, let time reveal it
See you in my next posting..

have a blissful day







 

66th Independence Day

Today is Indonesia's 66th Independence Day. If we talking about Independence Day,first word that cross my mind is Nationalism. Do you really know what Nationalism means?? It's not just put flag on your house for today, or attend morning insignia ceremony.. Nationalism  involves a strong identification of a group of individuals with a political entity defined in national terms, it is the belief that an ethnic group has a right to statehood, or that multinationality in a single state should necessarily comprise the right to express and exercise national identity even by minorities which also emphasizes collective identity-autonomous, united, and express a single national culture. 
Do we as an individual person already have a "real and truthful" sense of Nationalism..it's not just about how you say it outloud on your mouth, it is more than that..need a real action that you apply in your daily activity. I'm not talking about how you act as warrior to protect your own country but you can try from a simple kind of thing. For example, try to think what you can give to your country rather than ask what have country done for you.. Do a simple action that can contribute something good to your country and also can inspirate other to do the same..like not littering everywhere you like..You can call me anything you want but please..have an introspection on yourself, don't even try to judge me..you are allowed to criticize me but not judge me..except you know who really me inside, if don't just please keep your mouth shut..I'll have more respect on you if you do that..
So rather than judging people around you which is so wasting time, better you do something more useful that can contribute something not only for your country..at least for yourself..
 

have a blissful day

Do Not Criticize, Insult or Complaining ....

Hello
Today I want to share  my thoughts, enjoy!!
In our daily life, both, in the family environment at home, school or office, small friction is created between human relationships. The desire to criticize and revile others who we think has scratched our ego, pride, interest etc start to grow very big within us.The desire to criticize and revile it grows so strong over the space in our  sane thinking and without further thinking, then we will deliver an unimaginable scathing criticism with the aim that criticism foward him  will make him realize his mistake and agrees with us about the truth that we deliver.

But it is wrong, because the feedback we could get is self-defense from our criticism and those constructive and verbal criticism  turned toward us like a boomerang heat. For that, we need to realize that criticism, especially scathing criticism is futile, because it just raises a lot of hatred on us. Remember,  it is very easy to make others hate us, but to make other people cared and loved us is an act of very high level of difficulty.Everyone has the ability to criticize, even though the stupidest person has the ability to criticize well. The difficult part is to understand well and forgive others, because to do so takes super tight self-control  and big heart . A wise man once said: 

"People will most show the greatness of his soul .."

Instead of reprimanding others, let us try to understand the position of others, how do we react when we are in the same position. It would be more attractive, giving birth to kindness, sympathy and tolerance.

"To know all, then we must forgive all."

Everything is indeed easy to say but it will be a thousand times harder to implement, but it would not hurt if we start from the smallest scope that is ourselves. The good thing is, we will bring a good impact in the future.

Have a blissful day

What I Feel Inside

Minutes to minutes, hours to hours passed away, make it already 4 days passed away, the day where so much pain and test for me come in the same time. How should I look at all of this matter? POSITIVE WAY will always be the answer, but will I make it that way,am I strong enough to be that POSITIVE? Why suddenly I believe that I can't make it through it this time..I feel my world swirl backup around 180 degrees, where all thing I hold in my hand fall down and break..
Ya Allah, am I strong enough to pass this test? Is this a punishment for me or is this a test, a hard one to gain a reward from you? My heart and my mind full of questions and doubts which actually I don't like for its existence..
All I want for now is just to have answer for all questions and doubts I have in mind.
When I try to be true to myself,to tell what I feel inside, to speak out what I have in mind, to express out what cross my mind seems to be hardest thing to do..I really hope sooner or later, I will get my world back in place, given back my hapiness that have been taken away by time..
For now, I just feel like I'm lost in space, losing my direction of life, goals in life, hopes that I wanna reach out..I feel that suddenly my life fade away..slip into the darkness with no end..but I really hope it just a nightmare that will past away after the morning is come, that a day not just consist of night but also consist of morning and daylight, where I can have warm sun light and new hopes..
Silent is Gold, so they say, and for the moment, I feel that it is the best way to choose, Talk Less Do More, I don't wanna be No Action Talk Only kind of person, I wanna prove what I say sooner or later,even its too late, but I believe that better late than never at all..


have a blissful day

Bete...!!!

Dear blog,

When everyone frown at me, it make me feel sick, really..really..sick. Sick and tired with all of these people, such a hyprocrite.!!!!!!!

hope you have a better day than me..

Memoair Of Nha Andhari

Hello there...

While I was cleaning my room, I found my old diary. I opened it and there's one piece of my writing that I want to share it here..It's in Indonesian Languange..Here we go..
 

Setelah beberapa lama bersamamu aku akan mengerti perbedaan tipis antara menggandeng tangan dan membelenggu jiwa..Dan aku mengerti bahwa cinta bukan berarti bersandar dan teman bukan berarti aman.. Dan aku mulai mengerti bahwa ciuman bukanlah kontrak dan hadiah bukanlah janji..
Aku mulai menerima kekalahanku sambil mengangkat kepala dan membuka mata, dengan kelapangan dada seseorang dewasa, bukan kesedihan seorang anak, dan belajar membangun semua jalanku hari ini karena tanah hari esok sangat tidak pasti, sulit direncanakan.
Jadi tanamilah kebunmu dan hiasilah jiwamu, jangan menunggu orang lain membawakan bunga untukmu..Dan kau mengerti bahwa sesungguhnya kau bisa bertahan..
Bahwa kau sebenarnya kuat. Dan kau sebenarnya sangat berharga..

Wrote on July 3rd, 1999

The Nibble Theory

All kinds of human relationships is like sand in the grasp. If you are in the open palms, the sand will remain in place. But if you clench your hands tightly to keep it, sand it will gush through your fingers sidelines ..Perhaps there is some left in your hand, but most will fall. Relationship is like that. If maintained by loose, with respect and liberate others, the relationship will remain intact. But if held too tightly, too have, the love relationship that will be separated and lost .. 

Have a blissful life