Minutes to minutes, hours to hours passed away, make it already 4 days passed away, the day where so much pain and test for me come in the same time. How should I look at all of this matter? POSITIVE WAY will always be the answer, but will I make it that way,am I strong enough to be that POSITIVE? Why suddenly I believe that I can't make it through it this time..I feel my world swirl backup around 180 degrees, where all thing I hold in my hand fall down and break..
Ya Allah, am I strong enough to pass this test? Is this a punishment for me or is this a test, a hard one to gain a reward from you? My heart and my mind full of questions and doubts which actually I don't like for its existence..
All I want for now is just to have answer for all questions and doubts I have in mind.
When I try to be true to myself,to tell what I feel inside, to speak out what I have in mind, to express out what cross my mind seems to be hardest thing to do..I really hope sooner or later, I will get my world back in place, given back my hapiness that have been taken away by time..
For now, I just feel like I'm lost in space, losing my direction of life, goals in life, hopes that I wanna reach out..I feel that suddenly my life fade away..slip into the darkness with no end..but I really hope it just a nightmare that will past away after the morning is come, that a day not just consist of night but also consist of morning and daylight, where I can have warm sun light and new hopes..
Silent is Gold, so they say, and for the moment, I feel that it is the best way to choose, Talk Less Do More, I don't wanna be No Action Talk Only kind of person, I wanna prove what I say sooner or later,even its too late, but I believe that better late than never at all..
have a blissful day
Ya Allah, am I strong enough to pass this test? Is this a punishment for me or is this a test, a hard one to gain a reward from you? My heart and my mind full of questions and doubts which actually I don't like for its existence..
All I want for now is just to have answer for all questions and doubts I have in mind.
When I try to be true to myself,to tell what I feel inside, to speak out what I have in mind, to express out what cross my mind seems to be hardest thing to do..I really hope sooner or later, I will get my world back in place, given back my hapiness that have been taken away by time..
For now, I just feel like I'm lost in space, losing my direction of life, goals in life, hopes that I wanna reach out..I feel that suddenly my life fade away..slip into the darkness with no end..but I really hope it just a nightmare that will past away after the morning is come, that a day not just consist of night but also consist of morning and daylight, where I can have warm sun light and new hopes..
Silent is Gold, so they say, and for the moment, I feel that it is the best way to choose, Talk Less Do More, I don't wanna be No Action Talk Only kind of person, I wanna prove what I say sooner or later,even its too late, but I believe that better late than never at all..
have a blissful day
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